Where did I go? What happened to me?
Truthfully, I don’t know myself. Since the last time I posted, nothing’s changed, except for the people in my life. You know, those who come and go, some leaving and mark, others as though they were a whisper in the wind. Aww, how poetic.
But here’s something new. I skipped out on work today. It was legitimate. Somewhat. And only somewhat legitimate because it could have been preventable, but I lacked the willpower. I mean, truthfully, I think I deserved the day off. And aside from the fact that I got sick on my day off, I’m feeling pretty great! (Compared to Tuesday night when I left work…as some of you know.) I just wish I wasn’t in this middle/transition stage where everything is temporary and nothing is permanent or definitely. It’s kind of frustrating, but at the same time…well, things stay interesting.
I’ve also come to realize that I don’t really belong where I am right now, which is working at a marketing firm. It was during a lobby one morning when I got to talk to someone about xbox and ipods that I realized I missed talking to my people. Yes, my people, i.e. nerds, geeks, tools, etc. I need to have that conversation that’s not always about holidays, weekends, restaurants, bars. Sometimes I just wanna talk about technology, as lame as that sounds. So like I said, can’t fucking wait til I get to Lockheed Martin.
Oh, and once again, THANK YOU PAT for the present :). I’m actually wearing the shirt right now :D. And yes, the shirt fits too.